still trying to decipher what was real...to me that is

Something's wrong with your mind
It won't think of me anymore
Was it all a waste of time
Tell me why was I such a chore
Broken bottles empty
Cut my mouth so I can't say

Today was that day
It was that time
And that was all that she wrote for me
You fell away
I don't know why
And that was all that she wrote for me

Lying here in your bed
The one that you liked to do it in
Pieces of long brown hair
Are all over it and still in my brain
i can't explain
What it's like not knowing if I'll ever cross your mind

Today was that day
It was that time
And that was all that she wrote for me
You fell away
I don't know why
And that was all that she wrote for me

Sleep through the day
Fight through the night
Seven a.m. and the tv is white
Covered in snow
I never knew that hell could get so cold

Today was that day
It was that time
And that was all that she wrote for me
You fell away
I don't know why
And that was all that she wrote for me

Today was that day
It was that time
And that was all that she wrote for me
You fell away
I don't know why
And that was all that she wrote for me

Something's wrong with your mind
It won't think of me anymore
Was it all a waste of time

"and if i could be who you wanted...all of the time".

This one's for you Kiernan. I can't believe how quickly 3 months can fly by when you're having fun...or was I???

a few quotes via Rebecca Ramone - a local artist - heart broken and slightly bitter in a charming, rather elegant way...

Death Cab For Cutie
"and if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too"
Matt Costa
"I have not failed to be what you'd expect of me Swallowing glass just to stay pure"

check it out. beautiful lyrics...

Rebecca Ramone

Hans - you busting my balls Hans!

Ex and the city

Carrie: Your girl is lovely, Hubble.
Big: I don't get it.
Carrie: And you never did.

Beauty equals Mind, Body and Soul

There are no worries in paradise. Just the endless beauty of who you are and where you're at. Love goes with you wherever you go ~ Hawaii

In between dreams...

A guy that encompasses everything that is good in this world. If only there were more like him...i shall keep on keepin on believ'n in the dream...hang loose.

All your dreams are made of strawberry lemonade

Some might say....

I know she said it's alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it's not right
There ain't no use in lying
Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe maybe she thinks its fine
Maybe she knows something I don't
I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying

It seems to me that maybe,
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she's gonna try
Well it might not work because of other ties and
I know she usually has some other ties
And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em
Maybe she'll help me to untie this but
Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down
It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go

The harder that you try baby, the further you'll fall
Even with all the money in the whole wide world
Please please please don't pass me
Please please please don't pass me
Please please please don't pass me by

Everything you know about me now baby you gonna have to change
You gonna have to call it by a brand new name
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me down

Just like a tree down by the water baby I shall not move
Even after all the silly things you do
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me
Please please please don't drag me down
(Flake by Jack Johnson)

Why can't boys be more like cats?

Not too pretty

Yes, in theory, I should be working.